for once in my life ,
i felt a certain emptiness .
ima lost .
so very lost .
jus lyk a kid gettin lost in a jungle .
no directions ,
no one to ask for help .
i've lost almost everything .
i cant lose you .
i dun wanna cause anymore heartache .
tell me how ?
cos right now ,
i have difficulity in breathing now .
its like whenever i took a breathe .
somewhere inside me hurts .

but wad hurts me now th most ,
is noein tat i had hurted u badly .
my heart hurts super badly right now .

tummy isnt gettin well either .
i think i'll jus die off soon .
my heart , stomach hurts and i really have trouble tryin to breathe right now .
it hurts .
hais .

my mood will nv improve .
days w/o u jus wont past .
i miss everything you do with me .
hais .

Loves ,
CHERYL;

p/s; ima sorry .